I admit, your singular skillset of hiding behind a chaingun and a stacked team does make quite the impression over time, indeed. I concede that I have no chance of reaching that level of faggotry any day soon. However, since we're on the track of being honest with one's self, have you set an exact date for coming out of the closet, or are you still throwing around ideas?
Channel that inner energy of hatred and jealously of MasterAce into something more productive my friend. Whenever those numerous ownage moments of Ace laying Waste of you occurred, moments which turned your life upside down, it must've happened years ago. It's time to let it go my friend... let it go.